DREAM OR REAL

AM I REAL OR FULL OF IMAGINATIONS ? I ASKED TO MY ORGANS SEPARATELY BUT NONE OF THEM ANSWERED THE QUESTION. THOUGH THE QUERY IS VERY SIMPLE BUT THE REPLY IS VERY DIFFICULT. WHAT'S YOUR NAME PLEASE? SUKUMAR? I TURNED MUM, FULL OF DOUBT. I WAS TAUGHT TO BE SO BY MY PARENTS, NEIGHBOR, RELATIVES, RELATED PERSONS OR ANYBODY WITH WHOM , I CAME IN CONTACT. THE NAME ITSELF IS BORROWED, APPLIED , EARMARKED, TICKED BY OTHER WITHOUT KNOWING ANY THING. I ACCEPTED IT WITHOUT ANY QUESTIONS. SOMETIME FEEL PROUD BEING SYNONYMOUS WITH OTHER GREAT MAN KNOWN WITH THE SAME NAME.IN ALL MY RECORDS DEEDS AND OTHER RELATED DOCUMENTS, I'M KNOWN AS SUKUMAR, HAVING OR MAKING A FASCINATING ATTRACTING, BEAUTIFUL MEANINGS ALSO.SOME SAYS , ALL NAMES RELATED TO SUPREME GODHEAD KRISHNA OR GOD, ALLAH.WHEN I'M LYING IN DUSKY EVENING OF LIFE CIRCLE. A DOUBT RAISING SLOWLY BUT PROMINENTLY, DAY BY DAY.WHEN INCARNATION, OR DIKSHA, OR UPONAYAN IS CELEBRATED, OUR NAME IS CHANGED, WITH A VIEW TO CHANGE THE OUTLOOK OF THIS MATERIAL WORLD EVEN ONESELF.